I love lists. I make lists for everything. BUT I never follow them.
New year's resolutions are another way for me to make a list I hope to stick to but never will.
This year, though, is my year! And I am not following a list (although I have one as you will see further down) but rather following my heart back to myself.
I have spent the last few years sinking into a hole of self doubt, self loathing and general sadness. I say sadness because it is not just listless depression, it is profound sadness.
This year I am changing my life for the better. One small step at a time. I am going to be better!
My high level goals and the reason for my blog are here (look at my list!):
· Eat better, move more and feel and look better
· Work hard but not all the time
· Spend more time listening to my kids
· Concentrate on being happy
I am not sure how far I will get with all of it but I have taken a conscious decision to focus on these things and if nothing else make some ground on each of them! There is no end game. This is the beginning and always will be. Small steps back to happiness.
千里之行，始于足下
"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."
Come on this journey with me! I do not have all the answers and I am still pretty close to the bottom but I am planning on moving on up, slowly but surely!
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